this is the last time out for me,
i am not even thinking,
i am just taking off and landing.
i feel that i am not me,
you can come and find me,
i am home
alone
in my head.
and if i'll meet you,
and say
this is the last time out for me
do let my mind stray,
i'll let you go,
and leave myself today
and yes i'll do this
every fall,
when the grass dies
and i wave bye
i am just wasting my time
thinking of you
when i am in the shower
there is no room for me,
i live amoungst the dying trees,
you don't really need me
and i'll waste my time,
but remember when,
we were young,
it was summer
it was summer
all this seems the same,
and you'll go away,
somewhere,
but don't lie,
you'll be back someday
it may be another sunday
in my life,
but summer has passed
and all these thoughts
have been flooded
i have looked at it
from a different end
the way that it would have gone
would have lead to the day i die
there is no way
we will follow you
you will be the only to kill time
and i remember you walk
through that door
i am wasted
and you only want more
we'll walk through the door
you start it, and i'll see
we'll look back,
when you are older
and realize that
none of us are better
it feels like
everything is over
it is just like we started it off
you wasted time,
so don't try to change,
but we all do...